My Girl Quest

Jun 3, 2008

I need a plan

Sitting here in my room, all alone and feeling completely strange, thinking about all the nice days I’ve spent with M… it makes me feel kind of uncomfortable. It makes me sad, to be honest, but there is also a fire burning deep inside me. A fire that is ready to explode (or just make me implode) and say “Go for it! Do it!”

I’ve always was the kind of person that just went for it and hoped for the best. The same happened with this bet and things are looking as bad as possible. And, even though everybody seems prepared to prove me wrong, I am not a loser!

I need a plan. I need a simple plan, beginning with “I am here” and ending with “I will get here”. That’s the easy part. I already know that. However, I need the route, too. That’s tough. That’s difficult. But I’m going to do it, nevertheless. I don’t care about anything else right now: I need a plan. Because this, what I have here, now, is not my life. I won’t allow myself to get old in a front of a computer, drinking beer all the time and getting morbidly obese. I am young and I’m going to date. Meet girls, stop being shy, become a macho or whatever. A stud, yeah! I’m going to screw every girl that meets me and dump her next morning, cold blooded. That’s what I am going to do!

But I need a plan. I really need one. Any help is really, really welcome. Honestly

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